Saturday, July 30, 2016

Partners for life


Linda and I began to raise funds for our ministry back in 1984. We had some early supporters among family members (Phil's folks, siblings and Linda's Mom and sister), among some friends (college classmates, friends from our local church, etc) and a few churches from the then Baptist General Conference (now Converge USA): Bethany Baptist in Pittsburgh (where Phil had been an intern), Northwest Baptist in Chicago (where Phil had been youth pastor and was ordained), Calvary Baptist in State College, PA (where Phil was baptized) Grace Baptist in Erie, PA and Lakewood Baptist in Lakewood, NY. Also there were a couple other churches, which joined in at that time: Grace Church in Harmony PA, St Stephen's Church in Sewickley, PA and New Life Bible Church in Walworth, NY (near Rochester, NY).

It's amazing how many of these churches and individuals have continued to support us for the entire 30 years we were with Greater Europe Mission. When we moved two years ago to Eastern Mennonite Missions, we were afraid we would lose support from some. In fact the loss was minimal. Except for churches, which have folded or faded, and friends who have gone on to glory, the majority have been partners for the entire 32 years.

Our EMM Missionary Support Team Coach, Barry Freed, once remarked in an email that it seemed like most of our supporters seemed prepared to support us for life! While that might be a bit of an exaggeration, most have in fact stuck with us.

Through our supporters we have seen the Lord meet our needs throughout the past 32 years. Some of our supporters have gone to glory, as I mentioned. Some are proud to be octogenarians! Many are pushing 80...

We trust that the Lord will continue to supply what we need through our partners. It's been a joy to share our lives together. We try to pray for our partners just as they pray for us. Though not all our prayer partners and supporters publish a newsletter, some of them send annual letters with their Christmas cards or send an email on occasion.

We are glad that our supporters aren't just financial investors, but friends!

Thursday, July 14, 2016

Crash Pad


Jeanne & Dave Swaisgood


Crash pad

Wikipedia defines crash pad as “a location used by airline flight crews for temporary lodging.” I have often felt that my parents’ home and now my sister and brother-in-law’s home have been and are our crash pads.

We all know what a “Launch pad” is.  When a rocket ship is launched, it has a launch pad.

NASA always had a landing in the ocean.  The command module descended through the atmosphere and then sprouted a parachute and dropped into the ocean to be picked up by a special Navy frigate.

Soviet and current Russian rockets have a launch pad in Kazakhstan.  However, Russian command modules don’t land in the sea.  They land on land.

Throughout our missionary career, I have felt like we were repeatedly launched into space.  My parents’ house was our launch pad.

We moved into my folks’ house when I did an internship at Bethany Baptist Church in McCandless Township, near Pittsburgh, PA.  We lived with our new born daughter, Beth, in my parents’ home for a year and a half until we could take some salary from our account with Greater Europe Mission.  We then lived on 8th St in Ambridge, PA near Trinity Episcopal School for Ministry, where Linda was studying, before we left for Europe.

On August 14th, 1986 we were launched off to Vienna, Austria, where the Eastern European Bible Institute was located.  EEBI was a ministry of GEM and was an undergraduate school for training pastors, evangelists and church workers for the then Yugoslavia.

We returned to the US in June of 1989 and landed at my parents’ house.  Though we didn’t stay there all year during that furlough, it was a place we could count on returning to during our career.  Many times after that I or we would return for a short fund raising trip.  Dad also kept a second car running, so that we always had wheels.

Many years later when we sent Beth and then Steve off to Pennsylvania to college, Grandma and Grandpap Gottschalk’s home was a crash pad, a place to spend vacations and the summer, and later for Steve a place to live for a couple years while he was just out of college.

We will always be grateful to my parents for being the crash pad.  We could come and go as we needed, but they didn’t just help us.  My parents were on the mission board at North Way Christian Community and several younger couples from their Bible study went out as missionaries.  Uncle Bob and Aunt Pat had a BNB before anyone knew what that was.  Dad paid a former missionary to renovate the attic room (my old room), so that it was a comfortable place for missionaries to stop by or stay as they needed.

When Mom sold the house in 2011 and moved to a retirement community in north east Ohio, Jeanne and Dave Swaisgood’s house became our crash pad.  Jeanne and Dave have many times picked me up from the Cleveland airport as I arrived or left.  They have a “room for the prophet” upstairs on their second floor.

They have always been gracious and flexible with me (us), as we have bombed in and out (launched again and returned) from many deputation trips west to Chicago, or north to New Hampshire or south to South Carolina and back, and then returned to Europe. 

Our lifestyle when on Home Ministry Assignment is hectic and erratic.  It’s hardly comfortable to try to figure out where we are and when.  However, Jeanne & Dave keep the light on and Jeanne keeps the food in stock. Our schedule which changes all the time when we are on deputation.  We often don’t know from one day to the next what our schedule is.  Still Jeanne and Dave are always ready with a warm welcome.

Aside from giving us a place to crash, Jeanne arranges many family gatherings.  We have missed many family gatherings in past years, but Jeanne does her best to get us all together, and she succeeds.

Dave is a business man and he has patiently helped me (Phil) to figure out a variety of business issues from retirement options and savings to how loans work and how to pay them down faster. I often feel like a total putz in this regard, but Dave guides me along to a clearer understanding.

So, thanks Mum (& Dad) and Jeanne & Dave for having been and being our crash pad.  Though our landing is on land, it’s still soft!

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

The Truck

Someone at a supporting church volunteered to let us borrow their truck for a couple weeks.  I haven’t ever driven a pickup truck, but I figured it was no problem.

I was expecting an Isuzu or a Toyota. It is a Ford F-150 with power steering, power brakes, an automatic transmission, cruise control, air conditioning and a great radio!

It rides like a dream.  It’s no effort to steer. It has a powerful motor, no trouble pulling onto a highway.  People steer clear! It’s big! But it’s easy to drive and no problems. At 70 mph the gauges don’t even waiver: oil pressure consistent, gear box temperature no movement, engine temperature no movement, the gas gauge dropped only ¼ between McCandless Township and Erie, PA.

So after 440 miles I went to fill the tank.  It was about 7/8ths empty.  I started to fill it… It kept on and on and on…

In the end it was $58 to fill the tank with 28.9 gallons at $2.02 per gallon.  If my math is right, that’s about 15 mpg.  [My first car, a Plymouth Fury with a V-8 318 cubic inch engine, got about 12 mpg… but gas was cheaper in 1980.]

I was shocked at the cost, not overwhelmed but very surprised.  I don’t know trucks.

My brother-in-law said, “I wondered what you’d think after you filled the tank.”…

So, I thought about it… My Fiat Punto in NL get about 36 mpg (5-6 liters / 100 km).  When I fill the 30 liter (about 8 gallon) tank, it costs about 60 Euros ($67).  Gas in NL costs about 1.53 Euros PER LITER (that is converted $6.09 per gallon).  So, $2.02 per gallon sounds pretty good.

I still need to drive 880 miles with the truck, which will cost about $120.

If I rented a small car, the cost would be about $1100 (If I can get the waiver for insurance using my VISA card, I’d still pay $600 + gas at 36 mpg [24 gallons at $2.02 mpg = about $50]). So, I’d pay $650 at least or at most $1150.

Unless my math is off, the truck will save us over the next two weeks about $1000 of rental costs or at least $530.

So, thanks, good friends!  It’s a great ride at a great price!

Now where am I going to park a truck near the Pittsburgh Athletic Association for Steve & Renee’s wedding? 

Saturday, November 29, 2014

"Prayer in C" or Theodicy 101


All Christian apologists, philosophers of religion, clergy, and even the average believer face the question of how to reconcile the supposed goodness and all-powerfulness of God with the facts of evil, injustice, sickness and death.  The subject is called Theodicy (theos – God and dikao – justify); justifying the goodness of God

If God exists and he wants our best, and if he can do anything He wants to, why does He not heal me of my illness? 

Why doesn’t God prevent accidents which kill innocent people?  Why doesn’t he stop wars?  Why does He allow earthquakes and tsunamis?

It ends up being what philosophers call a classic trilemma: 1. either God is not good, though He is all-powerful, and He likes to watch us suffer, or 2. God is good, but unable to help us, i.e. he is weak, or 3. God is neither good or all-powerful; perhaps He doesn’t exist at all.

This sort of thinking, though, excludes some other factors. The most obvious one being that the Bible tells us how evil entered the world. Sin entered the world through the sin of the first man and the first woman.  Blaise Pascal, the brilliant French mathematician and philosopher, said that without understanding the Fall of mankind into sin, we could not understand the glory of man (our ability to create beautiful things) and our ignominy (our sinfulness and wickedness, our evil bent).

Many popular songs and much literature has focused on this problem.  I wouldn’t bother to add any more to what has already been written on the topic, except that I heard a popular song on the radio while driving home from a Bible study and it provoked me.  The song is called “Prayer in C”.  I don’t repeat all of the lyrics since they repeat, but I have put in enough to give the idea.

A Response by Phil Gottschalk to "Prayer in C”
(Robin Schulz Remix)

(Phil’s comments are in italic)

It’s an "Deep House" song:
{Thank you, Deep Ember, for the correction}
 It shows how the singer feels,
but is not based on a knowledge of biblical facts

(The song is in plain Arial script)

Yeah, you never said a word
You didn't send me no letter
Don't think I could forgive you

God sent the prophets. He gave His Word.  He sent His Son.
We rejected them all.  The fault is ours.

See our world is slowly dying
I'm not wasting no more time
Don't think I could believe you

The state of the world, dying, is due to mankind’s sin.
God sent His Son to die for us, though we didn’t deserve it.
One day He will renew the heaven and the earth.
Yet we refuse to believe and accept Him.


Yeah, our hands will get more wrinkled
And our hair will be grey
Don't think I could forgive you

Aging is due to sin, as is death.
He died that we might have eternal life.

And see the children are starving
And their houses were destroyed
Don't think they could forgive you

Why are children starving?
Due to our greed and wastefulness, we don’t share.
Why are their houses destroyed?
Perhaps due to natural disaster,
but most often due to war,
which is a symptom of our greed and wickedness.
When man is at fault, we should blame man,
not God.

Hey, when seas will cover lands
And when men will be no more
Don't think you can forgive you

The seas will dry up. Revelation 21
There will be a new wonderful city to live in.
There will be space enough in the heavenly city for all. 
Life is eternal. There will always be people and God. 

Yeah when there'll just be silence
And when life will be over
Don't think you will forgive you

Life is eternal. Some will dwell with God in that new city forever.
Some will choose to dwell in the darkness, as far from Him as they can get.
Short of making you a robot God has done all He can.
You choose to reject Him.


For more apologetical help on this problem see my articles on this blog: Letter to Bonni Lu and The Problem of Evil

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Should B.A. Baracus hit someone?

The allure and difficulty of aphorisms

     Aphorisms, i.e. short pithy statements, usually of a philosophical bent, appeal to almost everyone (except me; well…).  When a person uses an aphorism he or she can move people to think more deeply.  Somehow it seems that there is an immediate connection to a deeper, more profound truth than the mere words only suggest.

     In my Master’s thesis I compared Lev Shestov (the “Russian Kierkegaard”) to Blaise Pascal, the French mathematician, Renaissance man and philosopher.  Because Shestov despaired of “the Wall”, i.e. Reason (read Enlightenment Kantian or Hegelian Reason), he tended to align himself with Fyodor Dostoevsky’s Underground Man and later, after Edmund Husserl pointed him in Kierkegaard’s direction, Kierkegaard’s Knight of Faith (Abraham).  Shestov had a brilliance for using aphorisms to make his points, though his technique is not always clear.  Also despite his denial of “Reason”, he does reason, i.e. use arguments, and even the arrangement of aphoristic sayings is in itself a type of argument.  Why would one write at all if there was no point to discursive logic?

     Shestov and Pascal are likely to inspire one to make slips of paper with pithy quotes and stick them on your cork board (or in these electronic days to make banners and headers on your computer screen with them). Shestov, Pascal and Kierkegaard are all in a tradition, which could be called fideistic intuitionalism.  Fideistic intuitionalism means that one would decry “reason” and discursive logic, and emphasize choices of the will over the intellect.  One “feels” the truth of the aphorism.  One cannot argue for it.  Or so it might seem…

     Pascal died relatively young in his thirties.  He wrote much in his lifetime: pamphlets, books, letters, etc..  He had a very dramatic conversion to Christ as a young adult.  His sister, who was a nun in the Port Royal Abbey in France, became involved in a revival movement in which Pascal was taken up.  His short poem, “Fire”, which describes his conversion, was written on a small piece of paper which he sowed into his coat lining.
      "The Memorial":

The year of grace 1654
Monday, 23 November, feast of Saint Clement, Pope and Martyr, and of others in the Martyrology.
Eve of Saint Chrysogonus, Martyr and others.
From about half past ten in the evening until half past midnight.

Fire
'God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob,' not of philosophers and scholars.
Certainty, certainty, heartfelt, joy, peace.
God of Jesus Christ.
God of Jesus Christ.
My God and your God.
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Thy God shall be my God.'
The world forgotten, and everything except God.
He can only be found by the ways taught in the Gospels.
Greatness of the human soul.
'O righteous Father, the world had not known thee, but I have known thee.'
Joy, joy, joy, tears of joy.
I have cut myself off from him.
They have forsaken me, the fountain of living waters.
'My God wilt thou forsake me?'
Let me not be cut off from him for ever!
And this is life eternal, that they might know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent.'
Jesus Christ.
Jesus Christ.
I have cut myself off from him, shunned him, denied him, crucified him.
Let me never be cut off from him!
He can only be kept by the ways taught in the Gospel.
Sweet and total renunciation.
Total submission to Jesus Christ and my director.
Everlasting joy in return for one day's effort on earth.
I will not forget thy word.
 Amen.

Accessed Aug 24, 2013


     This poem of Pascal’s is so well know, as you can imagine, that one can find it in second on the internet.  It is probably quoted most often by Evangelical Christians from his larger work, The Thoughts or Pensees. Since The Thoughts is his most well known work it is often referred to by the French title.  One can get the whole text on www.ccel.org or www.gutenberg.org

     The Thoughts were written by Pascal over the course of several years.  He was very ill.  He could sometimes only concentrate for short times.  Thus, some of “Thoughts” are very short and aphoristic.  Other of the “Thoughts” are longer, sometimes up to a dozen pages.
Pascal had been involved in a long argument with the Jesuits, who were determined to stamp out the Port Royal revival movement.  The movement was started by a bishop named Jansenius, Bishop of Ypres.  Jansenius revived a sort of Augustinianism (teaching of St. Augustine), which emphasized predestination and other doctrines which the Jesuits didn’t like.  Since the Jansenist or Port Royal movement was Augustinian, it has appealed to Reformed Protestants, and indeed the Jesuits considered the adherents of the Jansenist movement to be closet Protestants.  Jansenius was himself interred in a tower of what is now a part of the Catholic University of Leuven (Louvain) in Leuven, Belgium for two years.

     The Provincial Letters, in which Pascal defended the Port Royal Movement from the Jesuits’ charges, took a lot out of Pascal whose health was frail.  When he was ill or recuperating he would jot down his “thoughts”.  When he died he left behind hundreds of these aphoristic “thoughts” and some longer bits.  He had succeeded in organizing some of them himself and left indications of how the rest might be organized.  There are two editions of The Thoughts. One edition tries to follow Pascal’s ordering or numbering system and arranges those he did with the titles he gave. It then tries to organize the rest according to the editor’s conceptions for titles and content, generally organizing them by type.  The more scholarly edition organizes them by the numerical order in which they were written without titles or headings.  Most editions have both numbers, the number of that edition and the number which the other editor has assigned, at the bottom of the entries as they have arranged them.

     That was probably more than you wanted to know about The Thoughts. However, all this is to say that when one has a pile of wood it’s possible to build almost any sort of house (except maybe brick).  The Thoughts are often fodder for someone to spin off into outer space attributing all sorts of things to Pascal that he likely didn’t think.  When a “thought” is one line with no context, it’s almost impossible without a deeper knowledge of Pascal’s overall thought to understand just what he meant.

     Let’s take an extremely well known “thought”:

     The heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing.

     The quote has been used to say that Pascal is a fideistic intuitionalist. That might be true.  The statement seems to pit “reason” against “the heart”.  Those of an intuitive or emotional bent (they aren’t the same) like this sort of idea.

     But what does Pascal mean by “heart” and what does he mean by “reason”?  We are not free to decide for ourselves without context.

     “A Text without a Context is a Pretext for a Proof Text.”, says an old adage we learned when we took New Testament Exegesis, i.e. the science of interpreting the New Testament.  This adage, though, applies in general to any literary interpretation.

     But how do we get a context for an aphorism?  I finally come to the point! ;-) If there is no obvious context, e.g. surrounding paragraphs or the context of a letter or chapter, we must look at the overall arguments of the book and compare and contrast places where the words are used.
Pascal uses the word “reason” frequently in The Thoughts. He always seems to use it in contrast to “the heart”.  However, Pascal’s Thoughts reveal that he was anything but an irrationalist.  He was a mathematician and a scientist.  He developed a calculator and a city public transport system.  He was not an anti-rationalist.

     What he was was opposed to Rene Descartes.  Pascal felt that Descartes “rationalism” would result in atheism.  Pascal said,

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To write against those who made too profound a study of science: Descartes.
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I cannot forgive Descartes. In all his philosophy he would have been quite willing to dispense with God. But he had to make Him give a fillip to set the world in motion; beyond this, he has no further need of God.

     Pascal wasn’t against science.  He was against the hubris, the pride of the new science that felt (even if it hid it) that it could proceed without God.  The context shows that Pascal was not opposed to reason per se, but pride in human ability to succeed without God.

     So what are the “reasons of the heart”? They are not irrational.  Rather they are those which modern science (I’m use “modern” to mean the strict sense of Descartes’ era) rejected.  Pascal isn’t so much against reason as its misuse.

     But what about Pascal’s famous argument against the metaphysical proofs for God’s existence? Does Pascal mean any rational demonstration of God’s existence is impossible or worse detrimental?
He writes of “proofs”

But at least learn your inability to believe, since reason brings you to this, and yet you cannot believe. Endeavour then to convince yourself, not by increase of proofs of God, but by the abatement of your passions.

    Reason apparently has its place.  It is a heuristic.  It shows you what your problem is, though it can’t cure you of it.  It shows us that our problem is not reason, but passion, i.e. lust.

     People in Pascal’s time where involved in one of two pursuits, i.e. wealthy people: either “science” like Descartes (very few) or self-indulgence (most).  Everyone in France was a “Christian”.  Everyone had been baptized, etc.. However, few knew Christ personally.  They thought that by some simple observances of religious rules they could attain salvation.  They weren’t interested in change of heart, but only “fire insurance”, assurance of eternal salvation without effort. Pascal goaded them to true religion, i.e. faith in Christ.

     All of this has been a digression from what sparked this epistle.  A week or so ago I watched for the second time the recent movie “The A-Team”, which stars Liam Neeson among others.

     While incarcerated B.A. Baracus has seen the light and become non-violent. If you don’t value non-violence, it is a humorous scene.  B.A. Baracus is a huge man who can easily pick up an opponent and lift him over his head and break the enemy’s back, which he does later in the movie.

     Baracus says when questioned by Col. Smith whether he will join their effort,

    "Victory attained by violence is tantamount to a defeat, for it is momentary."

    This is a quote by Gandhi, which Smith recognizes.

     Smith then goes on to quote Gandhi to Baracus,

     It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of non-violence to cover impotence. Violence is any day preferable to impotence. There is hope for a violent man to become non-violent. There is no such hope for the impotent. 

     It would seem then that Gandhi allowed for violence.  How one is to reconcile these two quotes is not explored in the movie.  It seems that the film writer wants us to see that Gandhi recognized a right time to use violence, which is of course the film’s point (and seems almost always to be Hollywood’s point, unless it’s an art film or a documentary).

     But what was Gandhi actually saying?  Was he self-contradictory?  Does Gandhi mean to pit intuition or heart against reason?

    Another commentator quotes Gandhi

     Non-violence, which is a quality of the heart, cannot come by an appeal to the brain.

     And he expounds on the quote as follows:

     Quite so. One can only thank Gandhi for being so frank as to admit that the doctrine of non-violence can not be arrived at and successfully defended through rational argument.

Scott H.
Accessed Aug 24, 2013

     Personally I sincerely doubt that Gandhi meant to be irrational. I think this is a case of someone taking an aphorism (as the movie did) from a book of famous quotes which did not provide context and interpreting it with free license. 

     I went looking for the movie’s quotes of Gandhi and I found a source http://www.mkgandhi.org which made it clear to me that it would take me at least a week to find the source I wanted (Gandhi wrote many, many, many letters, books, pamphlets and addresses).  I also realized that there probably was plenty of context if I could find it.

     Still I thought I don’t who (Gandhi or Scott H) means that there is no way to argue for non-violence rationally.  But, whoever says such a thing is being disingenuous. We do argue.  It’s not merely an intuition. Gandhi wrote his many, many, many pieces to convince us that non-violence is rational.

     Doesn’t Gandhi mean that non-violence is a matter of character and not rationalizing of war and its goals? We can always rationalize what we want.  However, reasoning is not rationalizing.

     So, let’s return to Col. “Hannibal” John Smith and B.A. Baracus.  Smith seemingly provides Baracus a statement from Gandhi himself which will justify Baracus’ use of violence.

     It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of non-violence to cover impotence. Violence is any day preferable to impotence. There is hope for a violent man to become non-violent. There is no such hope for the impotent. 

     What does Gandhi mean to say?

     Using what little I know of Gandhi as context and generally what I know of non-violence I would interpret this statement to mean that what Gandhi is trying to say is that someone who is “non-violent”, because he is “impotent”, i.e. has no means to succeed militarily, is worse than the violent, since at least the violent is not deceiving himself into thinking he is something that he is not, i.e. non-violent.  That is, the impotent says he is non-violent when in fact he is only powerless.  A violent man who thinks violence would achieve his goal, however, may be converted to non-violence when he realizes the foolishness of thinking that violence will change hearts and minds.

     I think my interpretation is consistent with many, many other times when Gandhi emphasized non-violence over violence.  Gandhi realized that violence only bred violence and did not change hearts, did not drive out hatred, did not free people from greed or pride.
So, aphorisms can be a useful tool (a heuristic) to point us to a deeper truth, but by themselves they can be easily abused to prove a point.  

     Almost any quote from any book, article, etc. can be taken out of context to prove a point.  A correct interpretation depends on context whether the obvious context of paragraph, chapter or book, or the context of a broader body of literature and life as it is lived by the author.

     When I was in college I studied Russian and Soviet History.  During the Soviet era any scholar who wanted to publish a book or article had to quote Marx or Lenin and show how Marx or Lenin agreed with him.  If one couldn’t show that Marx or Lenin thought the same way, he could end up a refusnik, i.e. someone who was rejected and persecuted by the Communist world.

     I remember reading an article about Soviet historiography.  I think the author’s name was Barg.  He spent several pages quoting Marx and Lenin to show that his thesis was correct.

    When he got to the end of those several pages his real argument started.  I remember thinking that most of what he’d quoted by Marx and Lenin had nothing to do with what he wanted to say.  However, he had to do it.  Otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to publish his article.

     The practice of having to please the censor has been with mankind a long time.  Descartes had to please his Jesuit censors.  While Pascal perceived Descartes as a false Christian, Descartes at the beginning of his work, the Meditations, gives two proofs for the existence of God, which satisfied the censors.  One scholar of Descartes noted that any student of formal logic can see that these arguments are fallacious.  However, somehow they fooled the censors (or the censors could point to them to fool those above them).

     Sometimes we behave like this Soviet historiographer or Descartes, we quote a Bible verse either to prove our point or to “gain admission” when in fact it’s ripped from its content. Probably the worst thing we can do with the Bible or Jesus’ teaching is to quote short sayings out of context.  It doesn’t mean we shouldn’t quote the Bible or Jesus, but it means that we better be very sure that we are quoting these briefer bits in a way that is consistent with other things God or Jesus or Paul wanted to say.


“A Text without a Context is a Pretext for a Proof Text”

Thursday, August 22, 2013

TWO WARRIORS




I have two friends who have fought their respective illnesses for many years.  Recently one lost his battle. 

Unfortunately both the way he died (suicide) and his illness (a mental illness) mean that some don’t see him as a successful warrior.  Common reception of the news of his death in the newspaper was mrniceguy211  2 days ago Sad stuff, don't know the dude but its sad when someone life is in such shambles that suicide as the only way out”. 

However, to those who have known this friend they realize that this sort of reaction is as facile as it is stupid. Both of these brothers are faithful Christian men.

We have known our friend who just died since college days.  He went out as a self-supporting missionary to an Asian country.  He met and married a Christian national there.  They have three sons.

While there in that country he suffered from his illness and eventually, since medication alone could not control it, he decided to return to the US with his family.  He had been an English as a Second Language (ESL) teacher in the Asian country.  He continued to work as an ESL teacher in a small community college in the US.

He was known by all as a kind, gentle Christian man whose heart to reach the world was huge.  He and his wife sponsored international student gatherings in their home.

Yet he often asked those of us who knew him to pray for him.  He suffered debilitating panic and anxiety attacks.  He tried many medications, therapies, counseling, etc, but nothing seemed to help.   

He had been weaned on and off various medications hoping to find one that would cure or at least contain his illness.

However, none was found.  When he was recently going through the process of being weaned off one medication he tragically did what many do: committed suicide.  Suicidal ideation, i.e. thoughts that one should consider suicide and how to commit suicide, is common during this phase of trying to get off one medication and onto another.1  Typically he didn’t go on a shooting rampage (which is extremely rare whatever the media might say), rather he took his own life jumping from a bridge.

That he was not “himself” when he did this is clear to anyone who knew him.  His illness drove him to do something irrational that he could not control.  It was his illness and NOT a volitional choice.   
He had no more control over this than a person who dies of cancer does.

Yet society does not judge him so, at least those who didn’t really know him and those ignorant of mental illnesses.  Those who have suffered from mental illnesses themselves and the relatives, of those who have, understand.

Unfortunately society still stigmatizes mental illness, so that those who suffer are either forced to guilty silence or held in contempt as weak or weird by others.  Our brother fought valiantly for 20 plus years, but he finally succumbed.  His brother, who wrote his obituary, said, “N ran into Jesus’ arms”.  Whether our friend was running from something in his head, which disease made seem real, or whether he was “unbalanced”, he was so because he suffered from an illness, which like many illnesses isn’t always completely or successfully treatable.
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Our other friend has battled with a form of leukemia, known as hairy celled leukemia.  For 20 years or so he had given himself daily shots of interferon, a drug to suppress his immune system, so that his system would stop killing off his red blood cells.  As is the case with many medications eventually either they lose their effectiveness or in this case it was “too effective”, i.e. it killed his immune system.

Now our friend has no immune system.  Any simple infection could potentially kill him.

So, there was no option, but to go through chemotherapy and radiation.  He went through many debilitating rounds of chemotherapy.  After that he was matched for a donor for bone marrow cells.  
 When a donor was found, they “killed” his bone marrow and implanted the donor’s healthy cells.  The doctors’ hope is that the new bone marrow will “take” and that it will begin to produce healthy red blood cells and restore his immune system.

This friend has passed the 100 day mark, which is both a miracle and a cause for rejoicing, but he is not out of the woods yet.  He faces a lot more in the way of treatments and follow-up.

He recently celebrated his 65th birthday. We have known him now 29 years. (We met the year Beth was born.)

He has always been a cut up.  He loves corny jokes and laughing.  His outlook on life is always positive and he never seems to take himself seriously.

His humor has no doubt helped in his recovery at various times and his continued life among us.  We pray he lives 20 more years.

He has been an elder in the church where I was an intern many years ago.  He is a faithful husband and loving father.  He is avid supporter of world missions and shares his love for Jesus with everyone he meets.

Both brothers are warriors.  One sadly lost his battle.  The other battles on.  Both deserve nothing, but respect and commendation.

It’s too bad that ignorance and fear keep many from recognizing the courage of those who battle mental illnesses. Are those who battle mental illness the last lepers?  These days those who suffer from AIDS are considered valiant and heroes, while those who suffer from mental illnesses continue to be ostracized and pilloried.

It’s my privilege to have known both these brothers a long time.  I admire them both.  I know that those who have known them both do too.

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 1.Second, weaning off the drug incorrectly can lead to severe withdrawal symptoms. These withdrawal symptoms are not unlike withdrawing from severe alcoholism, and may lead to increased anxiety, depression, psychosis, seizures, hypersensitivity, and possibly suicide.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Hasty Generalization

Have you ever been really hurt by a conclusion regarding your behavior that is absolutely false? You may have failed in one regard, or even in a couple, but it doesn't justify a blanket condemnation. You forgot someone's kind invitation and then you are told you are generally callous and lazy, and deserve to lose friends? 

What this shows is that the person is hurt that you forgot them and angry. Such a conclusion (that you are callous and lazy, and deserve to lose friends) is a hasty generalization (a conclusion drawn from insufficient statistical evidence). It is a formal logical error/ fallacy. 

"This fallacy is committed when a person draws a conclusion about a population based on a sample that is not large enough. ...

People also commonly commit Hasty Generalizations because of laziness or sloppiness. It is very easy to simply leap to a conclusion and much harder to gather an adequate sample and draw a justified conclusion. Thus, avoiding this fallacy requires minimizing the influence of bias and taking care to select a sample that is large enough. ...

Example:
Smith, who is from England, decides to attend graduate school at Ohio State University. He has never been to the US before. The day after he arrives, he is walking back from an orientation session and sees two white (albino) squirrels chasing each other around a tree. In his next letter home, he tells his family that American squirrels are white."

http://www.nizkor.org/features/fallacies/hasty-generalization.html

I'm fallible and I am not omniscient, but I'm definitely not callous or lazy. I hate to lose friends, ever for any reason. Perhaps for Boethius there was Consolation in Philosophy. For Phil there is Understanding in Philosophy, but often no Consolation. :(